Improving, But Still Critical

With two type 1 diabetic daughters, I've spent more than my fair share in hospitals.  Infections often lead to Diabetic Keto-Acisosis.  I've spent time with my daughters in the ICU before.

This time is different. 

My daughter is still critical.  

But... We look at the positives.  She's off the ventilator.  She's improving a little every day.  She walked a few steps today. Every day she loses more tubes.  

I try to remember that she's alive, which is all that matters.  The Lord hasn't taken her home yet.  

The fear still exists. I pray, give it to God, and focus on the positives.  When she's in pain, it's more difficult.  But still... I pray.  

Days do tend to blur just a little in the ICU.  I've had a rough time not being with my younger children.  They are fine, but I miss them.  My seven year old Megan didn't want me to leave this morning.  But I know this is temporary, and soon we'll be together.